hihi. its time for an update.
its been a long time since i spent a saturday realli doing wad pple shud do on saturdays. sleeping. now i finally, after one week, declare that i am officially sick. i realli dunno lah. maybe its the heat. maybe its the work. wadeva.
heres an amazing song by Brian Mcfadden and Delta Goodrem - Almost Here. after i saw the guitar tabs, i decided tt it jus cant be played on guitar. it takes 2 masters to sing it. honestly i cudnt hear a guitar in the song.
Brian:Did I hear you right?
Cause I thought you said
Let's think it over
You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you
Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?
Delta:
But when I need youYou're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here
Brian:
I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Oh please protect me
Brian & Delta:
Bruised and battered by your words
Days are shattered, how it hurts
Brian:Oh, haven't I always loved you?
Delta:
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here
Brian & Delta:
Bruised and battered by your words
dazed and shattered, now it hurts
Brian:Haven't I always loved you?
Delta:But when I need you
You're almost here
Brian:Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you
Delta:And when I hold youYou're almost here
Brian:Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted
Brian & Delta:And now I'm with youI'm close to tears
Brian:Cause I know I'm almost here
Brian & Delta:Only almost here
and the amusing thing abt this song is the video.. usually on mtv u jus see 1 version.. its abt brian arriving at an airport and searching for delta, and the 2 dun meet... until the end where brian catches up to delta and they get into a car and drive away. when i searched for the vid on the internet, there was a 'happy version' and a 'sad version', the sadversion titled Almost There.. lol. the happy version is the same as the one i saw on mtv.. but the sad one ends wif brian nvr finding delta and delta driving off without brian in the car... it realli changes the vid altogether man!! hahahaha.
yay.. an early midweek breath of air from schwork. haha.. somehow it feels like the weekend already.. but its nt.
theres (almost) no homeowrk today, so im quite happy. today in school i was super cranky, was doing lots of stupid stuff like drawing the wrong information on the wrong axis for graphs, and spraying water all over the table during chem lab. somehow i found out tt when im cranky i tend to talk lots and lots of nonsense.. and so happened today was oral.. i think my crankiness was wad helped me to get thru the CHINESE oral 4 minutes of non stop speech wif no prompt cards allowed. heheh. funny thing was that chinese teacher's radio cudnt record audio stuff at all lolz. so we bought cassette tape for nth.
anyways, jus now went for piano class.. had my first piano lessonin a looooong time. tried to play mozart's sonata.. sounded like an ultra joke lah lol.. cant even make it past first 2 bars without making a booboo. was laffing inside myself non stop lol. but i felt slightly better after i heard my teacher play.. she oso cant sight read it perfectly!! hahahahaz.
yea.. tts all for today... hope i get well from my cold soon.
early happy bday to nehe.
restore my spirit Lord it needs restored.
the end of the saturday is coming to an end once again. once again, i dunno wad the saturday is for. its still a 6 day week lor.
feeling quite down lah... actually planned to finish all of my hw today.. but im still slacking in front of the com hahah. the onli thing i finished today is physics, obviously wif a LOT of help from my mom. theres still yingyongwen, a maths ws (in which there is not a qn tt i understand), and hear this (or read it).. i have to do 'oral' on tuesday (teacher told us on friday -.-) jus tt this oral got twist one... u have to make ur own 4 minute speech and aft tt answer qns. wif my laggy toking, i probably do abt say.. 300 words a minute....... do the maths......
my solution = memorise zuowen. its super cheapo but unfortunately i think tts the onli way. wish me luck anyway... hmm.
when i want to spur myself on during the sch weeks, i usually tell myself to look forward to the next holiday. however, the next 'holiday' doesnt come until 3 wks time. until then, i need to rely on my saturdays. blah.
lol do u noe wad i jus did jus now.. i was trying to unscrew the 'lid' off a gatsby deo bottle and ended up pressing down the 'cap', and at the same time the NOZZLE was pointing at my face. jus b4 tt i read the instructions of how u shudnt spray ur face wif deo...
feeling stupid.
wow. its been a long time since i last hit this spot.
if u remember my sunday post, i was quite happy (actually u dun have to remember, u can scroll down). however, this week has been a mass rollercoaster. monday was still okay.. until chinese period on tuesday. this is the first time i scored lowest in class for test.. 40/100... i mean.. 48 wud have looked a bit nicer on the paper but i got 40 yah. honestly ar.. felt like crying. before tt i kept on saying tt i wanted to drop higher chinese.. budden inactual fact, i actually believed tt i was capable of doing higher chinese. but now.. hmm.
anyways, been spending the rest of the previous days making sure tt i dun run into anymore slip ups wif the chinese teacher.. this test is already a bad mark... other than the fact tt she saw me copying answers from the back of a wb right in front of her.. =P okay dun do tt.. 'ur only cheating urself' lol.
yeah.. 'remission' sorta came ytd nite.. my first nite tt i cud sleep well. my sight reading is actually visibly improving now!! yay. haha.. but i 'still cant get the scholarship at the rate ur playing now' says my guit teacher. wah.. my writing is goign all haywire.. i'm quoting pple!! hahahaha. too siao liao.
okays cya.. shall go watch AI now.
hey all!!! feeling quite happy now.. compared to ytd and earlier today.
was quite unhappy cos of all the hw i had to do.. im sure u all heard abt the boliao 'make an arrowhead out of aluminum foil' assignement and abt the assignment for Language Arts which i had to read a bk in 2 days an complete an activity (due to procrastination, of course lol). haha.. Olivia, this is wad we do for lang arts at AC. lots of boliao projects.
anyways, this long stretch of hols was quite okay i guess.. jus realli sad tt i have to go back to sch. (but even if i had no sch.. the rest of u wud be at sch too.. tt means no frens!!) so its inevitable. anyways, i feeling a bit better after talking to all my frens, hu are jus as procrastinative as me. i think i can still dig out a bit of time to play guitar tonite lolol.
yupz.. tts all.. thx Shawn and Andrea for the Vday cards!! haha.. have fun tml on valentines day all... and for me i'll have fun submitting homework and getting scolded for nt doing it. =P
God hears you.
even when you dun cry out directly to him.
hmm.. how do you put it.
have u ever missed a person
a gd fren
hes going thru tough times
but u dare nt....
hes only an sms or call away
but u dunno...
when you see him
you dun want to show ur true feelings... ...
life.
yoz wats up y'all. CNY pics uploaded. try to guess which ones were taken wif the lousy cam and the gd cam
just after formal photo taking
the same dining room table.. but wif a better camera
the dining room table.
i tried to catch the balcony.. but cannot.. camera too.. suk
watching tv
abstract picture
another abstract pic.
my sis' dunno-how-old pikachu softoy, taken wif a (pathetic) 2.1 megapixel camera. where do u all get all ur powerful cams man.
yay. jus had quite a nice wkend.
after a bz wk, its so fun to slack the whole of saturday and go to church on sunday. today everybody was slightly more happy, probably due the the CNY hols tt are coming up. tt means... monday sch as normal. (hw still undone), and tuesday half day until 10:30 (for once... other 'half' days were more like.. until 12 lah.) then, for me, its wed - sun mass holiday!!!!!! hahaha. i mean, they really owe us lah. after all the nonsense we've been thru.
yeah.. i guess tts abt it.. now i shall procede to do work so tt i wun feel bad during chinese new year hols. cos... usually saturday and sunday morning i enjoy myself, budden on sunday night i feel real sad. if onli the weekend was saturday, sunday, monday.... hahahaha. dream on chenyi.
its over.
again.
haiyoh.. my head is like.. goign mad now. my eyes, my body.. this week was one xiong week man.... chinese had wad.. 5 pieces of hw due today. and knowing procrastinative acs bois...
anyways, tml, i can play piano. tml, i can wake up late. tml, i can play guitar.
finally. =)
wellz. it feels real real gd to take mc for the first time in the year.
6:10am: wake up.. some tingling feeling inside me tells me tt i shudnt go to sch.
10:30: 2nd wake up. oh man.. tt means tonite take medicine at 10:30
10:45: sleep again.
hahaha.. i basically spent the whole day sleeping.. then aft tt go back to sch at 5 for guit syf soundcheck until 9.
hmmm.. write now i basically cant do much work cos everythings in the locker and under my table.. i better relish this last few minutes of freedom.
kay, i gotta go do chinese project.. cya
