ya noe on msn i have like 150+ contacts.. but i only talk to about 10 or so? haha funny. msn wasnt the way it is when it was first launched.. or maybe it was.. hmmm.....
anyway i'm kinda going nuts from studying already. i dun really study for more than 2 or 3h a day when i'm at home.. cos i find that anything more than that isnt really effective. or maybe my brain just doesnt work normally.
the exam period feeling is coming on again.. during exam period i just cannot really control my thoughts anymore.. cos everything is just flying around in my head.. all that additional data of physics, maths and econs is causing a lot of discourse. which isnt veri gd cos i'm isTj.. Thinker.. and i think a lot. argh so i wish i cud think a lot less things and just let my mind rest. soon soon. 2 more wks. grr all you people who dun have exams.. you know who you are.. EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU.. lol. diao.
i've been thinking about the option of pursuing music as career.. and its getting kinda farfetched. cos the options are diminishing.. it really hit me when my tuition teacher talked to me about it.. the music scene in singapore just isnt really good. but in the end, whatever i study in uni and whatever i do in the working world in the future, the important thing is that God's purpose for me is fulfilled. and music will continue to burn in me.. even if i dun work as a musician. options of feeding a family and all. yeap.
and also you know i was thinking.. at this age exchanging 5 sentences of conversation with someone of the opposite gender a day is a lot already.. anything feels excessive or weird? haha i dunno. so random. next time it will change i guess when i grow more mature. communication is really important in marriage. oh and i realised a lot of funny behaviour of the youth like having crushes on people and doing weird things cos of feelings is cos of maturity.. or rather a lack of it. i've definitely learnt a lot this year.. but i've still got lots to learn. i think its really important for the mind to be guarded by the Spirit.. cos thats how we will have peace, as in Romans 8.
ok sorry for the big spam of thoughts but thats what happens during exam periods i guess.. haha dun worry it onli comes twice a year. cya.
posted by guitar123 @ 11:06 PM
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