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so.

i jus looked at a calendar jus now.. its onli 3 weeks to the exams (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!). hmm sometimes i wish that there wasnt so much competition among my classmates. 3 weeks before the exam we are already comparing how much work each other has done and how much revision and blah blah blah.. which i guess is a realli stupid thing to do but i still got involved in. i dunno but after a while it becomes depressing when every day u go on msn and u find out that someone has done more work that you have.. of cos most of us would just push it off and say that it doesnt matter cos onli the final exam does. but if it happens every day......

hahah i wonder if i would do better in a private sch or here in acs. there'd prob be much less stress in private sch.. but no competition. maybe pple improve through competition.

but i think enuf is enuf. i want my class position, i want my mep position, but its not realli going to help by comparing myself with others. this spasticness needs to stop.

anyways through the past exam periods i have always grown or felt veri far from God.. maybe its cos ur thinking of work so much that u dun think abt God so much. but maybe this round it will be different. i've got the opportunity to speak on God's Word next sunday so i do hope that will keep me focused on my spiritual life and not let it fall so quickly.

my resolution (which has a 90% chance i wun stick to but here it is):

i will (try to) stop asking pple wad work they have done

but

at the same time pace myself to finish studying the 100 chapters of maths and science i need to revise.

and i will stop panicking that i have not done enuf work cos panicking and worrying isnt going to help.

i will (try to) stop idling around and using com so much and spend my time on more important stuff like studying.


yay.

posted by guitar123 @ 10:36 PM