Sunday, July 24, 2005

heyy. jus got another sudden urge to blog again.

today went to church as usual.. somehow the youth group seemed smaller than usual. yeah. sermon was on marriage, divorce, and remarriage by uncle siow hwee. hahah altho im too young i still found it quite interesting. aft a few of us went harbourfront for lunch, then aft tt me, shawn and nehe went back to church to catch a bit of the agm. LOL it was so funny. we came in when uncle KC was talking abt missions.. then aft tt was kelvin on the youths.. then my father on accounts!!!! hahahah. i must commend him for all that knowledge of the going abts of the church manz. he can practically remember every single expenditure made by the church recorded in that super kanfusing list of records. lol and to tink im going to study econs nxt yr. urgh.

hahahah then after that was the elections for chairman, secretary, treasurer, and committee. lol and to think that onli we youths joke and suan each other. u shud have seen the adults man. hahah.. uncle henry mistook aunty mei yin for aunty caroline.. then aft tt he said 'all women look the same to me'.. and me and nehe started laffing like mad. and he was rather cynical to those hu got appointed as the above posts.. like.. like the way we youths suan each other when we got more work to do. hahahah. extremely funny.

hmm lately ive been thinking abt the whole structure of Christianity.. well u see it all started wif a discussion wif my fren on using mechanical instruments in worship.. then he started telling me stuff abt theology. tt is one difficult topic man. its abt whether God exists, why God doesnt seem to be doing anything abt evil in teh world.. etc etc. such that i cried one of the nites last wk cos i was so confused, but for now i have found the answers that i sort of need to carry on wif life. sometimes i wish we had all the answers to life. then everything wud be so easy....

hmm one of the qns or rather situations i was thinking of was why people are becoming Christians in the modern age. Are they looking for salvation, or to be part of a 'in' group? i think what is lacking in this age are strong first generation Christian youths. most of our parents were first generation Christians, and they became Christians based on their love for Christ. is it the same today?

i tried putting myself into my frens shoes.. so i thought of him as if he were me.. and trying to show him the truth.. so i treat him as if he were trying to show me the truth. and that is SO NOT EASY. i also looked at our church's structure to see if there was anything wrong wif it.. it is realli not an easy process. why we do what we do. im still thinking of wad we do during church services. the Bible commands us to come together to take the Lord's Supper together, but there hasnt been a record of a church service in the Bible.. so im still thinking abt tt.

hmm. difficult qns. anyways, gtg now. tml is irvin's vj concert @ esplanade.

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