i dunno wad is happening to me. these few days.. i jus few so.. tired. first 3 wks have been slack. but week 4 is more crazy than ever. and its going to get crazier. i dunno why i bother to blog abt it to remind myself. wad i realli need now is.. a holiday. saturday cannot be considered a holiday anymore. hai. dun even noe why got five day wk.
haiz. these few days i've been spewing crap non stop out of my mouth and doing lots and lots of stupid things that i shudnt be doing. im getting pissed off so easily.. and im realli confused abt everything now. i still got lots of work to do.. lots of projects, lots of practices.. performance on monday (nt tt im worried abt tt).... but even so.. its all building up. i realli feel like im lacking an objective in life now. everyday its jus.. sch, extra class/cca, comehome, routine, practice guit, com, sleep. and pple everywhere are like.. 'mus start studying for mid yrs liao'. i dun blame them.. its gd to worry a bit.. but its realli troubling me. i havent even sat down to plan out my mid yr revision schedule (nt tt i ever did).. the sch hasnt even given us the exam schedule lor.
so many things to do, so little time. i think i should like give myself some 'trial nervous breakdown'.. try onli.. b4 the real thing comes. but what to compromise? guitar? sleep? (compromised lots of it already..) tv? i dont watch. com? or worse.. spiritual life? i hope its nt the latter.
i need some real encouragement.. but where? HAIZ.
gdnite.
posted by guitar123 @ 10:56 PM
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