the reason y ive been missingin blogging action this few days is cos of depression. as in.. i nvr been this depressed since p. sch. should i disclose y? i dunno.. i feel my life has turned upside down. i've realised how much time sitting in front of the com wastes. i mean, i stay away from the com for one nite.. and i manage to finish mugging for 2 tests like it was nth. and my parents have found out abt lots of the crap tt i do. like im goign to take mc to ponn st johns camp (but ur parents dun noe rite? ;P)
i think my sadness has turned me into a veri blunt person. somehow now i cant stand pple hu tell me they cant do smth. i mean.. jus do it lah. no need to tell me u cant. wadeva.
everytime when there is release of exam results, like psle, o lvl, alvl, i find it veri ironic tt the media onli interview those pple hu score high high in the exams.. and say wad.. oh the no. of failures is xx%.. less than last yr. the media doesnt show wad happens to those pple hu dun make it. for wadeva purposes. imagine u are oneof those hu dint make it... and everytime u see the tv screen or npp front page u see rgs pple crying in tears of joy when urs are tears of sadness. the irony. man i dun even understand wad im writing.
anyways, the open house preparations are going to be 'revamped'.. performance date is going to be pushed forward to nxt yr june so tt pple will have more time on their hands to do other stuff. i think this sounds quite logical lah. everybody has schwork to do.. and nt always do u have the time and energy to churn out 4 sunday afternoons a month. and go there.. u feel so stressed to meet the deadlines by learning the songs tt the practices dun feel fun anymore.. tt shudnt be lah. so practices are now goign to be 2 a month. yeah.
my life is still in an utter mess.. trying to pick up the pieces. this is onli the beginning. ugh im uttering crap.
posted by guitar123 @ 10:37 PM
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